Title Before His Eyes: Chapters 17-25 ✅

《眼前》 - 不问三九著 Before His Eyes - by Bu Wen San Jiu https://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=7142651 他总在意想不到的时候出现在眼前,像是从梦里来。 He would always appear before his eyes at unexpected moments, as if from a dream. Words (CN) : 96,705 (not including external content) Chapters : 25 Ways to support the author The physical copy will be published by 一豆文化 (release date to be confirmed). 1. JJWXC: Sign in to your account and - [FREE] Click into the novel chapters (see pg 17 of the guide) - [FREE] Save the author page (pg 17) - [FREE] Save the novel (pg 17) - [FREE] Give “fertiliser” to the novel (pg 17) - [FREE] Rate and comment on the novel (pg 17) - Throw “bombs” at the author (pg 41-42) JJWXC Guide: https://shokotranslates.wordpress.com/2021/06/25/update-jjwxc-guide-6-25/ 2. Buy another novel by the author - Physically in a bookstore/online (guide) - On JJWXC (pg 33-38 of the JJWXC guide; find their other novels on their page) Chapters: 1 - 8 | 9 - 16 | 17 - 25 (this doc)
Before His Eyes by Bu Wen San Jiu Chapter 17 “I’ll work harder, I can be a better person too... I want to try.” ___ When Shi Kai suddenly said such a thing, the only answer Pan Xiaozhuo could give burst out of his mouth: “Huh?” The first response Pan Xiaozhuo’s mind registered was that Shi Kai was joking. But his tone was so serious, and Shi Kai wasn’t someone who would joke about this kind of thing. “W-why?” Pan Xiaozhuo stuttered as he asked Shi Kai, truly not understanding. Shi Kai spoke very openly, replying, “I like you.” “That’s not possible,” Pan Xiaozhuo said quite certainly. His eyebrows furrowed a little. “Why would you like me...” “Why do you like me, then?” Shi Kai asked in return. “That’s not the same.” Pan Xiaozhuo didn’t think they were comparable. “That’s totally different.” As soon as Shi Kai heard his tone of voice, he knew it was over. “Is it because of all the things I just said?” Pan Xiaozhuo even felt a bit like laughing—he found the matter so inexplicable. “You don’t have to do this, Kai-ge.” “I was afraid you’d think that,” Shi Kai said helplessly. “You’re reacting just the way I said you would.” Pan Xiaozhuo couldn’t get around this mental block. Even up till this moment, he couldn’t internalise what Shi Kai said, so his biggest emotional response to it was “Why?”. Under the confusion, he didn’t feel anxious. “For me, when it comes to dating, I’ve dated before. Let’s not count junior high—I’ve dated at university. But as for romantic experience, I really don’t have much. I don’t know how other people start.” Shi Kai stuck his other hand in his jacket pocket. Sitting there, he actually found himself a little lost for words. 眼前 by 不问三九, Chapter 17: https://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=7142651&chapterid=17 This chapter is a fan translation by @nandemonksloth. Join the Discord for updates.
Before His Eyes by Bu Wen San Jiu “If you ask whether I liked you especially from the very beginning, the same way you liked me—of course not,” Shi Kai said with a laugh. “I wasn’t lying when I told you I was straight. I really was.” Pan Xiaozhuo was still in a state of bewilderment as he listened to Shi Kai. “Maybe it’s because we talk like this every day, until I can’t quite pull myself away. Or maybe it’s because talking to you is too comfortable. You make me feel like you’ll always be there, always looking at me. Not looking physically, you know what I mean? I feel like I’m always supported. “And I can’t forget the way you looked at me then, back when I was still straight.” When Shi Kai said this, he laughed, then continued, “Before I asked you about it that new year, every time I thought of the way you looked, my heart felt funny. I really wanted to ask you why you looked at me like that. There was a period of time when I was thinking of it basically every day.” Now, Pan Xiaozhuo began to absorb what he was hearing. His expression slowly changed from confusion to surprise. Shi Kai was telling the truth. The start of him and Pan Xiaozhuo was Pan Xiaozhuo’s gaze back then. It wasn’t that Shi Kai had never been liked by someone else, or never received a love confession. But every time it had happened in the past, Shi Kai was mentally prepared. He knew, more or less, what they would say. He already decided what to reply. But that time with Pan Xiaozhuo, Shi Kai was completely unprepared. Shi Kai had no defences at all. Pan Xiaozhuo’s quiet, indulgent look fell straight into Shi Kai’s eyes. When he was looked at by that pair of eyes, even though Pan Xiaozhuo hadn’t opened his mouth, hadn’t said anything—the receiver of that look intensely felt that he was loved. “The way you make me feel is so different,” Shi Kai said. “I’ve never felt like that with anyone else. You make me feel relaxed. Not the same kind of relaxed I feel when I’m with Ji Nan and Chi-ge and all. I feel like life becomes very... very light.” - Listening to him, Pan Xiaozhuo was stunned. Every word Shi Kai said was incredible to him, unbelievable. But Shi Kai was sincere. “I really shouldn’t have said what I said today, not now. I wanted to say it to you in person; maybe if you could see me, you’d really believe I wasn’t joking.” Shi Kai paused for a moment; then his voice changed. “But listening to what you told me today, I was really angry. You sat down and talked with her. How could you be so spineless? 眼前 by 不问三九, Chapter 17: https://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=7142651&chapterid=17 This chapter is a fan translation by @nandemonksloth. Join the Discord for updates.
Before His Eyes by Bu Wen San Jiu “Someone so spineless and pitiful, saying his life became better because of me, that things weren’t so hard...” Shi Kai said, “I felt like I had to say something today.” - “Kai-ge...” Pan Xiaozhuo’s voice was very small; he was at an utter loss. “Yeah,” Shi Kai answered. Pan Xiaozhuo frowned slightly. In a low voice, he said, “You shouldn’t like me.” Shi Kai let out a frustrated laugh. “What should I do, then? Find a girlfriend? Is it against the law to like you?” Pan Xiaozhuo didn’t say a word. Shi Kai asked again, “Will you be my little boyfriend?” Pan Xiaozhuo didn’t answer, only repeating “Kai-ge” after a long silence. Shi Kai sighed and said, “Fine.” - He couldn’t blame Pan Xiaozhuo for being so lost. Anyone would be stumped. When the thing you never dared to dream of is put before you, you wouldn’t dare to steal a glance, let alone touch it. “Think it over properly?” Shi Kai’s voice was very warm and kind. “Maybe I was too rushed.” Shi Kai told him, “Just follow your heart. You don’t have to keep thinking about it, just figure it out by the time I come home to see you. It’s fine even if you don’t. You can just tell me what you’re thinking, that’s okay.” Pan Xiaozhuo said many things earlier; now, he couldn’t say a word. Shi Kai was very gentle in this moment. Pan Xiaozhuo felt as if his heart was being gripped. At a time when he should have been extremely moved and excited, he felt a bit sad. - Shi Kai’s impulsive confession bore no fruit. After freezing outside for over an hour, Shi Kai ended up coming back without even eating. 眼前 by 不问三九, Chapter 17: https://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=7142651&chapterid=17 This chapter is a fan translation by @nandemonksloth. Join the Discord for updates.